About

I am trying to find myself, no I don’t know where to look, but I feel like I may be closer than ever. I have no idea what I want to do with my life, I know that I want to be successful and happy, and that I would love to travel. I am an awful driver, but I hate other people that drive badly. I’m usually emtionally unavaliable, but I expect otherwise from you. I hate it when people make me look like anything less that what I am, I am very proud of who I am, I’m not ashamed of anything I do… and it pisses me off when people that I don’t know, and sometimes have never met talk trash about me. I hate stalkers. I’m not sarcastic, and by I’m not i mean I totally am. I hate people that are your friend one minute then they start dating someone, and they don’t have time for you or they try to hide you because they don’t want the person they are dating to get jealous or mad. I love the mountains and adore the beach. I hate pictures of myself. You will never understand me. So don’t try. I’m a workaholic. I hate to hear babies cry but I sometimes want one. I constantly need attention, but I like to be left alone. I don’t think I’m funny but people laugh at me a lot. I love smelling good. I love music but I can’t sing at all. I love meeting new people but I hate making an effort. I love my iPhone, I don’t think I could live without it. I sometimes like being around my family, but other times I want to disown them. I don’t know why I do some of the things I do, but I have no regrets. I can’t trust anyone unless they give me a reason to. I hate country music, but I like westerns. I hate illegal aliens. I hate being hot, but I love going to the beach when its 95 degrees out. I live to laugh, I laugh because I have no idea whats going on. I love Sushi. I love being lazy, but I don’t know what I would do with myself if I didn’t have a job. I haven’t ever been prouder of my brother than I am right now. I hate it when people use bad grammar, but I is be the worstest at grammar ever. I love going to basketball games, hockey games, and football games… but I hate watching them on TV. I am always right. I hate to be lied to. I have been cheated on but have never cheated. I want to live in Australia. I hate my hometown, but I can’t tear myself away sometimes. You think you know everything about me, but you only know what you want to know. I love to eat. I love to cook. But I hate cleaning up the mess. I’m a neat freak, but my room is almost always messy. I love laughing at other people, but I love laughing at myself more. I love my dog, because she loves me unconditionally. I hate self professed yankees, but would like to live up north. I hate rednecks but I love the south. I hate it when people ramble, but that’s what I’m doing right now. I love chinese food but I can’t understand a word that they say to me at the restaraunts. I love doing things for other people, but I tend to be selfish. I love target but hate walmart. I love going to the movies with friends, but I hate people talking during a movie. I am obsessed with things one day and then don’t remember why the next. I love eating ice cream, but only in a waffle cone. I miss my grandma. I hate people that use big words for attention. Nothing annoys me more than slow people. I love to write, but never do it. I hate reading but can’t stop once I start. I am ready to settle down and find the person I’m supposed to be with forever. I hate the fascination with the Lord of the Rings, because its dumb. I think George Bush is an idiot. I get bored easily. I’m doomed.